Long Walks In The Dark...

Since my back is giving me grief I've been talking long walks at night.

If you know me you know I relate to songs all the time. 

Because of these walks at night, leaving myself to my thoughts

I keep thinking of the song by Priscilla Ahn.

Since coming to college last fall I've been doing a lot of soul searching. 

I've thought a lot about my childhood and how wonderful it was. 

I've thought about my high school years and how glad I am not there anymore. 

How I've come to life in college. I'm being myself. 

I've been forgiving all those people that have hurt me.

I'm letting go and trying not to hold on so tight.

I've been forgiving myself. I'm embracing who I am.

I'm trying not to look at what I lack. 

I'm not going to be a wallflower anymore. 

Lately I've been asking God who he wants me to be. 

I want to become that person he wants me to be. 

I want to be better than I am now, its what I'm striving for. 

I just have this itch for something and I don't know what.